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Turning into Minima


Reading other blogs writing about their observations, often summarizing and categorizing it, of the blogs they read is quite intimidating for me learning they are my readers too. In their write up they will tell his readers unwittingly how he find bloggers writings not to far to their likings, the motives of having blogs, and so on. Knowing that they regularly read my blog too and consciously aware that my blog is one being pointed to not in a good way, I suddenly develop paranoia and unconsciously losing interest updating my blog. So you see, I don’t have degree to boost to be a good writer, Back in college if you are in engineering department, the arts and sciences department will often dismiss you as English morons. Our Arts and Sciences instructors treat us engineering students lightly and oftentimes will not test our limits capability on the subject; and yes we are trained to be technical writers. But that was during my time, I don’t know if it is still the same today.


No I am not making excuse here why I have few entries these past few weeks. But I can’t deny this observation I have stated has got to do with it. So, either I have to stop reading friends blogs so I can regularly update my own without hesitation, or keep reading them and eventually immunes myself of what they’re saying, then I can write whatever pleases me my own way.


Or maybe not. I am experiencing a mental block syndrome once again. No matter how anxious I am to write something, nothing comes up. Too bad that because of this I am slowly losing interest to blog. I was tempted to discontinue blogging for awhile and gone hiatus. Then suddenly it hit me. I am only bored. And when I am bored change is inevitable.


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The Beach experience

After spending 4 hours in Tanjung Pinang, I compelled not to stay overnight as there is not much to explore. I have noticed that there is no indication that there will be life comes night time. When I asked around how much will be the transportation cost going to Trikora beach I was surprised what I gathered, the fare's expensive considering the distance is just 40 kilometers from the town proper. So I proceeded to the tourist information center to confirm what I have learned. The local guy manning the center informed me that it is not advisable to just go there by taking the transportation on my own but instead contact a resort where I am going to stay and have the hotel pick me up from the center. I was hesitant at first since my plan was to explore the whole stretch of the beach and from there will I then decide where to stay, but he advised otherwise as according to him though there are few cheap resorts but in the end I still have to pay more for the transportation. I succumbed, so he recommended Bintan Agro Beach Resort and true enough in ten minutes time I was on the road to Trikora.


The highway that will lead us to Trikora. Still within the Tanjung Pinang area, this will lead to an old and narrower road soon as you leave Tanjung Pinang.

Outside the reception area.

Here's my room. It's clean, bed is comfy, the comfort room has complete toiletries and clean!

At the reception I was told my room has I breathtaking view of the sea, this is what I got. Does he know what breathtaking means?

Ahh I have to go out of my room, and stand on my door to experience it.

After I settled in, I ordered merienda. The fishball soup was okay, but the mee goreng was tasteless and greasy!

Then I went out to check the vicinity and gone swimming.

The beach looks dirty up close and too narrow from here, so I move towards the end part of the beach area. Its too shallow! I keep going further until I was 50 meters or so, still the water was knee high.

After an hour of just lying in the beach I decided to transfer to the pool. The moment I stepped on the steps I almost slipped as it was slimy. It seems that it was never cleaned in ages, but the water was clean.

Dinner at the seafood resto I end up ordering grilled chicken :) Gonggong was good with the peanut sauce.

I slept early that night and woke up just before the sun rises.

Breakfast here was breathtaking as the sun rises.

I planned to go snorkeling, but was told would not be possible because of this, and have to wait until 3pm for the water to rise.

Practically I slept the rest of the day as I have nothing to do, I intended not to extend my stay so at 12noon I woke up by a call informing me that my time was up and have to leave the room immediately.


In the end, its still awesome trip.




Destination: Tanjung Pinang, Bintan

Last weekend, I decided to spend my long weekend out of Singapore - in nearby island of Bintan in Indonesia. I applied friday as offset for the vesak day holiday weeks ago.


I woke up early last friday and managed to leave home before 6 in the morning but arrived at the Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at 9:00! The reason was that I dropped at a wrong bus stop. The lady I inquired on misunderstood my query, so I have to wait for the next bus which arrived 30 minutes later.


I took the ferry that will first to depart that day. The terminal is spankingly clean and yes there is a duty free shop too. It is the opposite of the terminal in Bintan and once you go out of the terminal it was chaotic more as there were plenty of touts from drivers to hotel personnel who will follow you around non-stop!

This is the ferry that will bring us to Bintan.

A view from afar of the Sri Bintan Pura ferry terminal at Tanjung Pinang. As Asean citizen, I don't need to secure visit visa, but the port is a visa-on-arrival port, so you any foreign visitor can still have one for a fee upon arrival.

Just outside the Port, noticed the motorcycle bikes? Called Ojek, it is the mode of transportation here aside from the white mini vans.

I did not make prior reservation for the trip as I planned it to be a free and easy tour. My plan was to explore the whole town first and proceed the next day to the beach which is around 40 kilometers from the town center.

After I arrived I immediately explore the town, and I was quite surprised to find out that is quite a progressive town. This one is their own version of the Baywalk and becomes busy from late afternoon until late in the evening as mobile food stalls were set up and become a huge hawkers center. I am not sure if this happening everyday or only on weekends.

On a typical day.

On late afternoon.

A typical street alley.

A government house I supposed.

The Raja Haji Fisabillah monument, named after a national hero.

I took my lunch in a local restaurant. The food display is arranged on top of each other forming a pyramid, a unique to the island

The food preparation is pretty much the same to any asian country yet has a very distinctive taste though a bit similar to malay food. The food cost me 31,000 rupiah! Around 4 singdollar or 135 pesos :). Take note it came with the local softdrink and a bottled water. I want to live in this island!

The malls. There are three of them, aside from the ones populated at main streets in the old commercial district. A store names are quite interesting. Armani Exchange, D & G, Fendi, you can find them there!

The one and the only one western fastfood you can find in the island, lol!

Next stop, the Trikora beach!

Time flies

It’s been a year two days ago that I set forth in this country to accept a job which I have not planned and can't comprehend how exactly I was into it. The employment agency manage to include me for the interview which I can not recall I submit to them any application. When I got a call from them informing me that they scheduled me for a job interview the next day, I was astounded and keep repeatedly asking the caller if she was calling on the right person. She double checked my name and said yes. I was informed that I was one of the shortlisted by the employer and requested me to meet them. I did not bother to ask where is the country of destination and some background since they scheduled it on a Saturday and I have nothing to do anyway. I have to call back the agency when I realized that I don’t have idea where the interview be held. It turned out not in the agency office but in a hotel function room rented specifically for the interview session.


My former office supposed to send me for the project in Macau. The Macau office was processing my work permit and it takes them ages to secure. While waiting for it, then came the Singapore job. Right after the interview, the interviewer informed me that I was selected and given the job offer. I did not immediately accept the offer and politely informed the interviewer that I have to think it over first and will give my reply the next working day. The salary offer was way below what I will going to get for the Macau post. But the prospect of working in Singapore and the nature of the job weigh in. I was not able to call the agency as promised as I was hesitant to accept the offer. Little did I know that my not calling them would assume them that I already accepted the offer. After three days they called again asking me to report and submit additional documents for poea processing. Surprised, I told them I have not accepted yet the offer and still contemplating whether to accept it. That same day they asked me to visit the office so I did after work. Upon explaining, they were able to convince me to submit and sign some documents so they can proceed with the processing and just decide later. Meanwhile I still have not received any news from Macau.


Exactly two weeks after the interview I got a call from the agency informing me that my work permit had arrived, whoa little did I expect it will come that fast. That same day they asked me to report for the briefing and scheduled me for the pre departure orientation. All the reporting to the agency was done after office hours since I have work. The office has no idea what I have been into. At the agency, they told me to be ready to leave in less than a week as they were only waiting for the oec and the plane ticket. I was dumbfounded! Everything came so fast. My family has no idea about the impending overseas job. My office has no hint. The Macau job is on the hang. When I told all this to the agency personnel handling my papers, she was flabbergasted. I told her she knows from the beginning my predicament and told her that even up to that moment I am still hesitant whether I have to accept the job. I have to file a resignation letter a month before its effectivity, but I have only one week to do so. I don’t have money for the placement fee equivalent to a month salary, and how about my pocket money. I left the agency still with no final word whether I will accept the job. But they specifically emphasize that there is no turning back, and enumerates one by one all the possible consequences I will be facing if I turned back. Only one struck me, they say they will apply to the poea to ban me and it will mean I can no longer apply for work overseas.

The next few days were agonizing. The agency keep calling to tell me that I have to go for the medical exam, pay the processing fee and I keep on giving them excuses, meanwhile I have not informed the office about my pending resignation. The ticket arrives and I was booked to flight in three days. I told them I am not ready to leave. I have not done my medical exam, I have not file my resignation, and I don’t have the money! The agency was furious and told me something that immediately I made the decision. That night I draft my resignation letter, informed my family in the province that I was scheduled to leave in three days and that I need a big amount of money for the placement fee and the pocket money. The following day I proceeded to the medical clinic for the exam which took me half day being midweek. That afternoon I informed my officemates about my impending resignation but I did not give reason, we end up drinking that night and only then they knew the reason. The following day I was ready to bravely told the boss about the resignation, lunchtime he still not in office and will not be coming as told by his secretary. I txted him ( I knew I am so stupid to do that and up to now I am still embarrassed to recall that incident) and asked him if he was coming to office that day, he replied back that he was in a meeting and asked why. I txted him with hesitation that I am resigning and he asked back when, which I answered with effect that day he did not replied back, I knew he was mad. Later the HR asked me to fill up a clearance form, and delegate all the pending work and update my colleague who will temporary assume my position until a new one came. Lucky I was not able to sign in yet an employment contract with the company being not able to complete the three months probationary period. Yes I am new with the company; my boss knew that I have pending job waiting for me in Macau by my former office. I told him honestly when he hired me that in three months that I have not receive a news from them and if I passed the probationary period which is just the formality then I will join the company. The draft was given to me and somewhat not able to return back as I have reservation with some of the wordings. Maybe he assumed that it was the Macau job so he did not bother to ask further, or maybe I am not good enough to ask me to stay hahah.


On the eve of my departure, I reported to the agency and informed them that I was not able to raise up the amount they were asking. I have my allowance alright plus the two month house rental they asked me to produce as I have to pay for my own house rental. They won’t agree with the salary deduction or the promissory note I am willing to do should they accept. I stayed up their office until everybody but me and the staff who is handling my account. The boss won’t agree but I told them there is no way I can produce such amount.


They canceled my flight, and told me to produce the amount. They give me two days or else I can say goodbye to the job, and the treat of ban again. I felt relief since I was not ready to leave anyway. I was not able to pack my things and all my things in the apartment I am renting has to be shipped back home. The house owner agreed to terminate my house contract abruptly but told me I can not take back the deposit.


I did not exert effort securing the amount the agency was asking me to produce as it is still big amount and I assumed they will compromise. They called me for an update and told them I have difficulty securing the amount, they threatened me by telling me that they received a call that the employer will going to cancel the job offer if I will not arrive the second time. On the day of my departure I told them I can not produce the amount and resigned to not pursue the job anymore, but too careful to not be sounded complacent. They told me back that the employer just cancelled the job and hang up. I was astounded and for the first time I was scared and felt the stress and felt all the weight fell on me. I lost my present job, at the same time I lost the job waiting for me. The only consolation was the job in Macau which is still hanging and have no clue as to when will it arrive. Last time I get an update from Macau was a couple of weeks telling me that the permit application is still not out and have to wait a little more.


After three days, the agency called back and instructed me to report, I asked them why and told me that the employer changed mind. Then it occurred to me that the agency played trick on me. Later I found out that they can not booked me and also just waiting for me to beg them, to hell! When finally they confirmed a seat for me, it was only then they called me. I ended up paying the first ticket since the first one was non-refundable and should be consumed that same day. They agreed eventually for a post dated check.


Looking back, after all what happened yes I can admit that it’s worth all the effort. Little did I have apprehension then since I was a regular visitor in Singapore before when I was working in Malaysia way back. Three weeks after I settled here in Singapore, Macau was calling and informing me that the work permit is now ready and I have to report to the appointed agency that will process my papers. Initially I planned to ignore it and let them wait for awhile but the following day I sent my I am sorry I can no longer accept the job letter. Few more e-mail exchanges and eventually they resigned to not pursue me. When the economic crises exploded, the Macau project was put on hold and will not be continued for the time being. My former colleagues in Manila were relieved as they were working their heart out just to complete the design and the plans in time.


I was granted a two year employment pass here so I still have a year to work and stay here in Singapore, until then will I decide what to do next. Maybe that time the job in Macau will be up and still be available. For now I am still enjoying my stay here.


Given that situation occurred to you, what would you do?